Calling me ADD and ADHD says more about you than me.

It’s not ADD that I have, it’s me thinking about stuff that is always more interesting than the things people are saying around me.

I don’t have a disorder. You are boring and I don’t value what you say. Don’t project your social failures upon me.

Be accountable for having the personality of a wilty leaf of kale desiccating unnoticed and unwanted on the yogurt-streaked steel wall of the dumpster behind the Halls of Vegan Valhalla in Oxnard, California, which is an insult very specific and rich in detail and is exactly the type of thing I’m thinking of instead of listening to you.

Reprinted by kind permission of Steve’s Thoughtcrimes.

Opinion: Having confidence in your message makes silencing comics unneccessary

Stand up comedy and the comics who peddle the jokes are the last bastion of unchecked social insight and unapologetic political commentary. And, more so, stand up comedy is the First Amendment being employed to its full worth.

There are comics whose chosen topics for toppling rankle me something fierce, and wisely, I don’t partake of their wares. Some of these comics are absolutely ignorant of mental illness and offering a counter to their nonsense I see is a useful expenditure of my peer advocacy. Not them specifically with ad hominem intent. I counter their stigmas.

The severe concern I have is advocacy that seeks to silence comics and their insights, that this is the proper way to combat stigmatization. In my advocacy, that is absolutely the improper way to go about things. The proper strategy is to educate communities about these stigmas that are sometimes championed by comics. With my efforts, it’s my responsibility to be more convincing with the message my friends and I champion.

If silencing comics who run contrary to my values is how I contend with their views, that’s saying a lot about how little confidence I have in my own advocacy.

Originally posted to Steve’s Thoughtrimes.

Roman J. Israel, Esq.: Assembly line, rubber stamp prosecution affecting peers.

Guest commentary, reprinted with kind permission of Steve’s Thoughtcrines.

Watch this movie, give it some thought.

Roman J. Israel, Esq.,_Esq.

This is movie not seen widely enough. This speaks to a truth in criminal justice that goes unspoken because “bargaining” from an “overcharge” is what DAs and defense choose rather than actually doing the work. Keeping the court dockets light is preferable to giving every person their day in court. And people admit to crimes they DIDN’T commit for fear of incarceration for decades, to secure a “smaller sentencing.”

For crimes they didn’t commit.

Add to that DAs receiving “bonuses” for every conviction, say in zero-tolerance domestic violence cases, where in years past “he said/she said” cases wouldn’t even be considered for prosecution. With the funding incentive for every conviction, any police report mentioning anything that can construed as “domestic violence” is charged (a man in Albuquerque was sentenced for throwing a roll of toilet paper against the wall, which never hit his wife), and every charge is fed into the “bargaining overcharge” machine because that’s the way it works.

People admitting to crimes they didn’t commit to receive a reduced sentence.

Again: For a crime they didn’t commit.

And too many of these coerced admissions are peers, peers without the financial resources to build a strong, dedicated defense.

And where are civil rights law entities like Disability Rights New Mexico in all of this? Complicity nowhere to be found.

I worked many years in jail diversion for peers. This is yet another way peers are victimized by a justice system unaware of peer suffering from systemic societal neglect.

Watch the movie, think it through.

World Suicide Prevention Day 2020

Today is World Suicide Prevention Day.

For those of us who suck at killing themselves and thusly are reading this, EVERY DAY is suicide preventation day.

I’m stoked you’re here. I’m stoked I’m here. Let’s help each other keep it that way.


STS Online Mental Health Support Group – Monday through Friday – COVID-19 pandemic doesn’t mean we have to be alone.


Support Groups by Peers and for Peers.

All times are Mountain Time Zone (GMT -7)

12:00PM to 1:30PM

12:00PM to 1:30PM

7:00PM to 8:30PM

7:00PM to 8:30PM

7:00PM to 8:30PM

– STS is using Google Hangouts for our online support groups. You will need a free Google account to join the online groups.

– That day’s online group Hangouts link is provided on the homepage of our two STS websites, 30 minutes before group begins.

– The daily Hangouts link is also available to subrscribers of the STS Community Beacon email list.

– Facilitators open the support group 15 minutes prior to group start time.

– You can join the group at any time. You don’t need to show up at the start of group.

We hope to see you! We don’t have to be alone.

Opinion: COVID-19 & The MacGuyver Challenge

This article originally appeared on Steve’s Thoughtcrimes.

Yesterday I challenged folks to stop bitching about Trump and, for that matter, all worthless political noise … just set aside partisan bullshit and focus all energies on helping your community instead.

To this solution, my physicist friend and I (a geochemist) have been developing a renewable personal filtration mask that can be easily constructed using everyday consumer items … items that haven’t been wiped out in panic buying and items readily available and items difficult to wipe out in panic buying.

Heck, I can mine one item from a quarry ten miles from me. And it’s ready to use straight from the ground.

We have three really great ideas, the most viable being one that relies upon a microwave oven and a rotating collection of reusable hydratable tectosilicates.

Here’s the objective:

1.) Identify a strained community need.

2.) Create the solution.

3.) Share.

We’re calling this “The MacGyver Challenge.”

What are some other community needs?

– Childcare for working parents while the schools are closed.

– Food and supply delivery for those who are self-quarantined for their health and safety.

– Entertainment!

– Opportunities for people to connect because isolation is dangerous for many.

– Ways to keep our community economy strong.

It’s important to understand my mate and I are doing our project open source. What’s the point of a community pandemic solution that isn’t altruistic? If you know the advocacy stuff I do, this makes perfect sense. Same idea.

My friend and I have our solution underway. The MacGuyver Challenge awaits one and all!

P S. – My physicist friend is 80 years old. My Dad is 80 years old. My friend hates Trump. I nothing Trump.

Rock on.

Opinion: Is it fair to compare Suicide to Coronavirus?

by Steve Bringe

Circulating the past few weeks are a number of comparisons of the death tolls from suicide versus COVID-19 (coronavirus). This is an unfair measurement. Let me explain why.

COVID-19 is a novel infectious virus identified less than three months ago. If anything, the comparison is of DEATH RATE and not BODY COUNT.

But COVID-19 hasn’t run its initial infectious course. More people are surely to die from COVID-19 in the coming weeks if not months. How many people and how quickly? The current data populations cannot project either death rate or body count.

The only useful metric of COVID-19 is the ever-evolving R-naught which has no equivalent suicide metric.

The COVID-19 R-naught is 3.0, up from an early value of 1.2. This is highly infectious, at least as infectious as its coronavirus cousin, SARS. And thus far, the number of deaths from COVID-19 is outpacing SARS in its first three recorded months.

Right now, it’s premature to use COVID-19 as a side-by-side similarity for suicide rates and totals. This data on COVID-19 doesn’t exist and any quantitative claim of how much worse suicide is compared to COVID-19 isn’t accurate or possible. This comparison of suicide to COVID-19 is providing misinformation that lessens the true by-the-numbers impact of suicide.

Too many peoole die by suicide. I’ve tried myself. Unquestionably, advocacy and education about suicide is crucial. It’s just there are other more useful and more valid ways to continue bringing awareness to the tragedy of suicide without piggybacking on a highly visible – and highly disparate – ongoing public health concern like COVID-19.


Reprinted with kind permission of Steve’s Thoughtcrimes.

STS program “MSIMRJ” rechristened “My Recovery Expedition”

“Recovery Journey” had become so cliché. I’m changing things up for STS education programs. “Milestones in My Recovery Journey” is renamed “My Recovery Expedition.”

It’s got weight and momentum. It’s less clumsy. And, we haven’t published physical media for this year. Words are cool.

I briefly toyed with “Recovery Safari” … and it somehow seemed slightly culturally insensitive in that way fusion cuisine seems slightly cultural insensitive.

Peers create their own solutions

by Steve Bringe

Unintentionally finding myself involved in behavioral health peer advocacy illuminated a universal truth:

It’s not enough to point out what’s wrong. As peers we must create own our solutions because no one else is going to do it for us.

It’s been an advocacy guiding principle for me and it’s been working out just fine.

Reprinted with kind permission of Steve’s Thoughtcrimes.

Guilt won’t save me. Guilt gives me reason to let go.

by Steve Bringe

I have no fondness for this sentiment. To wit, I firmly believe this sentiment is irresponsible and dangerous to peers at the brink of killing themselves.

If ever you’ve been suicidal you’ll quickly empathize. If not, then perhaps shared insight can help you understand.

You see, when I’m at my worst and suicidal, and already feeling worthless and underserving of love, a burden upon my loved ones with a mind lying to me with artificial thoughts like “They’re better off without me,” this sentiment only proves my point to my diseased mind.

Suicide doesn’t take away the pain. It gives it to someone else.

Guilt won’t save me. Guilt gives me reason to let go.

Reprinted with kind permission of Steve’s Thoughtcrimes.